Chapter #25 : Punishment

感觉上自己开始变得散漫了。
读书不用心，一直找借口乘机休息，浪费时间。
虽说我已复习完了，不过感觉上还是什么都没进脑似的....

前几天，家人跟我说，不要给自己太大压力，
人终不会是完美的，一个不小心，还是会跌倒的。
到时候，压力则会像重力般压垮你，
才知道自己一向来多么愚昧，
却又改变不了什么...
.
给了自己几个重拳，意思上地惩罚了自己，
但又有何用处呢？
处于懒惰和积极之间，真的很难。
只希望考试能快点来临，快点结束，
至少可以结束这场对不起自己的闹剧....

其他的，就听天由命吧。

Chapter #24 : 压力

当你连出去吃饭都觉得是浪费时间 ;

当你认为冲凉和晚餐是你仅有的休息 ;

当你休息时脑海里充满问题与不安 ;

当你一度想过逃避，却又不敢失去 ;

那，又何苦呢 ?

那，又有何意义呢 ?

但，又能怎么样呢....?

Chapter #23 : Kings & peasants

When 99% of the peasants,
look up upon the 1% of kings,
they see awe, glory, jealousy,
and a never ending climb.

Yet when the 1% of kings,
look upon a mirror,
they see pain, and the cost of the throne,

for even when there's no ladder to climb,

there's always the chance to fall.

And occasionally,

when the 1% of kings,

looks down from their thrones,

they do not see the 99% of peasants.

Instead, they see the millions of corpses,

they unknowingly trampled upon.

But maybe, even the 1% of kings,

is but an illusion, created by the peasants,

forever wanting more.